you are a good friend not just a good friend a great friend! someone who will always be there for me.  I am not saying this to anyone specific just whoever is reading this right now cause apparently you're good enough friend to to read my blog posts and whoever reads my blog posts is my best friend.  you are my best friend.

Hi world. I will Start putting up a weekly challenge for you and me see if you can do it. Here is the first one...
  
 Love the things you hate about yourself.

 

 

Stop treating me like I am a 4 year old. Stop treating me like I am a stranger. Stop treating me like I am a mean Person.

I ask you why don't you treat me like you treat every one else? Is it the way I look? The way I talk? The way I read? Tell me what it is? You act like I have never ever ever have had a bad day. You act like I have a perfect life. Is it because I am always trying to be happy even when I have bad days?

I will be doing what every one else is doing and you will act like I just killed some one. I am just waiting for the day that you will treat me like you treat every one else. I ask you when will that be? I know you are thinking in your mind that you never have treated me badly. Maybe you haven't, but even if you did not, there is always more ways you can be better to people not just me but every one.

We are United in orange. We bleed blue and orange.  today we will stand up stronger than ever. GET READY WORLD HERE WE COME.
                                                               YOU CAN DO IT BRONCOS !!!!!!

Is it just me or is every math problem like  fighting a civil war, every word in a book stabbing me in the back, every letter I write pushes me in to a dark hole. Why is it so hard? I am not dumb nor stupid. If you think that I am dumb or stupid I do not exactly like you any more, ha ha ha just kidding. I do not really care or blame you if want to hurt me you can't. I have so much more in my life to worry about instead of your judgement. But why is it so much harder to do things for me. It's not to fair on my opinion. But no its not the people who can do a math problem like thay are eating a tub of ice cream. No it's not their fault at all, Nor am i mad at them. Just keep in mind, world, that next time you see me struggling do not think I am dumb or pathetic or lazy or any thing like that. Not like I care but do keep on mind the way I learn and do things dose not effect me or my attitude nor my look.
                                                                                 
                                                              -koya

You think you know me don't you? You don't. I have a side you do not get, you do not see. It's me its the real me. You do not see it because its the side you do not want to see. You ignore it. It has always been there always open to the world I tell you to stop ignoring me. Stop only seeing what you want to see. Please stop if you notice me you will see me the real me. Try I dare you. Step into reality I swear if you try you will find me in the shadows you might not like me but you sure will be surprised. And its not just me its US all of us. Yes there are more of us in the shadows. Many of us. You too have a side that people just ignore and its because they do not like reality. Nobody does. We all have the side that's the real us. Try to see it in us we are waiting in the shadows for you come join realty.